Feeling Bad, Feeling Better

by Sessy

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released March 30, 2016

Recorded at Sonic State Studio, Quezon City, Philippines

Special thanks to Not and Bryon for their assistance in recording and production.

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Track Name: Mystique
The moment you walked through the door
I got more than I bargained for
I didn’t know the deal was inked in blood
I didn’t know we could not get enough

I came and you came, I came and you came
You give and I take, I give and you take

And so the addiction began
And how quickly it got out of hand
I didn’t know I wasn’t your only vice
I didn’t feel the chill of the ice

I came and you came, I came and you came
You give and I take, I give and you take

You’d lie about the colour of your hair to my face
You’d spin a tale so goddamn fast that I could not keep pace
You’d tell me anything I want to hear, you are a mystery
Do you know the person in the mirror, I don’t but I know she’s dead to me

Oh what a shame, the best lover was the worst person
Track Name: Floating Away
Dangling there right in front of me
I don't have the strength to take another swing
Pills and thrills, took it from under me
You are above, floating away

Take another shot, take another pill
Take another chance now if you will
Take another call, take another job
Take another step back before you fall

Dangling there right in front of me
I don't have the strength to pull another string
Pills and thrills, took you from under me
You are above, floating away
Track Name: Lost My Head
So many reasons to be sad
Paying the price for my past
Saw a girl lose her mind
Rest her soul, her life was not far behind

Now I’m alone in my room
And I’m hurting for some touch
So many others just like me
Space and vulnerability, it’s all too much

Remember when I nearly lost my mind
Coming so close again
Close my eyes and hit reset
It won’t be long until the end

I try to keep it on the up
But sometimes I drop it I keep on losing stuff
The less I have, the more I gain
Until it’s all gone, take all of the pain

Remember when I nearly lost my mind
Coming so close again
Close my eyes and hit reset
It won’t be long until the end
Track Name: Knock It Down
Do you ever wonder, what you’re holding on for?
Do you ever wonder, can you really be so sure?

Baby can you see me coming? I’m gonna see this through
Baby can you hear me coming? That mountains gonna move
And I and I alone can make this change
And I and I alone can turn this page
Track Name: April 15th
In the month of April, I learned a lot about myself
I won some and lost some, Felt things I’d never felt
Lost a loved one, heard confessions of feelings
Pushed through some fears, sent my stomach reeling

Threw my plans to the wind, said yes to so much
Open my mouth and I begin, to lose touch
Close my eyes, reach out my hand, find it again
A hidden guide, at my side, with my body I listen

I’m drowning in the moment
I’m burning in the moment
I’m pushing through the moment
Begin again this moment

Some minor setbacks, lessons to be learned
Perseverance, the only way to earn
Building bridges, where once they were burned
Will I make my way, back to her?

Or will we find, given time, the feelings will die?
A painful thought, I’ve not forgot, the joys of our time,
But I can’t see, a mystery, months and months ahead
I pick up piece, after piece, in case I need them
Track Name: Sea Breeze
I can taste you in the sea breeze
I can feel you atop the hill
I’m grateful for this solitude
And for these tears that I spill

A reminder of how lucky
I was to have loved
To find a matching piece to fit
My oddly shaped one

You accepted everything I had
Helped me with what I lacked
All I had to do was ask
All I gave I got back
And then some

So I write this fairy-tale
And I wait for your critique
You’ve got a role to play
Plenty of lines to speak

I will hand the pen to you
When I arrive at your door
It may be miles and months away
But I hunger for more

You taught me things I thought I already knew,
Baby you’re bright, so bright
Opened my eyes turn me on with something new,
And I’m so high, so high